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epicbookshelves , FTW!Meanwhile, while I get lost in my dream world, Justin has basically become a mythical creature. Like he never exsisted and I dreamed him up. I don't think anyone could be as perfect in real life as I make him out to be in my head. I haven't seen or heard from him in over a month. It's like he never exsisted. Sure, I see his car everyday, but it might as well belong to someone else.
So I never actually expected I'd see him again.
I'm standing at my desk at work, and I hear the door open. I look up, and someone is standing in front of me. My brain won't compute it. The image is almost fuzzy because I just don't believe it. Justin is standing in front of me. His hair's grown out, it looks good, and he's wearing my favorite shirt. It's orange. I don't know why, but he looks good in orange. He hands me my a stack of papers. "The mail just came. Okay?" He tilts his head down slightly and rasies his eyebrows, to make sure I understand. Probably because I am standing there with my mouth hanging open. I'm trying to understand what's going on, and trying to say get the words out. I've dreamed of saying something, something huge, and here I am, standing there! With my mouth open! Where were the words? The magic words to make him come back?
He turned around and walked out the door.
So, as of October, I am out of a job and have no place to live. On Tuesday mom is taking me to Austin so I can look for a job and apartment. I guess I'll have to just suck it up and move there. I hate living in Texas, but Austin is a lot better than Batrop.
Anyways, more later.
As soon as Bill comes in I'm going to tell him, which probably won't be until next Wednesday...the plan is I'm going to work until October 1st, and then leave on the...8th I think it was. Gotta check the calander. Anyway.s Kayla got an apartment and I'm moving in with her. I'm really excited. :D
But I need to get money from Justin and Marc for the last electricity bill, and I need to get the rest of my stuff out of the house, and Marc doesn't want me over...so I don't know how I'm going to do this. I'm dreading it. I'm going to call Justin in a minute...ugh...
I am back from Kansas.
Ok, I am way too lazy to type all what happened. Here is a very short recap.
Get there Friday. Hang out with Kayla and Ryan. Go to mall. Buy:
The Office poster
And this poster (Dwight from the Office)
DotD remake on DVD (My second favorite zombie movie. I already have it on VHS...but this is better!)
DofD original on DVD (I have this same poster too)
on DVD
on DVD
We hung out. Etc etc. Saw Superbad, which was awesome. Etc etc. Left Sunday. I had fun.
And I want to move up there but I don't think Kayla wants to share an apartment anymore...
Okay, so remember that stupid message I got from Rick? Right, he came into the store today and I asked him about it. He says it was a friend of his and he didn't even know about it. So...
He sat down and we talked for about five minutes, and I told him about going to kansas and he asked when I got back, and then when he was about to leave he says, "well when you get back from kansas, if you feel like hanging out give me a call and we'll do something."
1. I don't have his number. Well, I have his moms because he used to live there and I was going to hire him to take my job and I needed to call him, and anywyas he doesnt live there now.
2. I don't know if he was just saying that to say that, to sound polite or something.
So, I don't know what to do. I could like, message him on myspace and give him my number, and be like, hey I dont have your number, here's mine if you ever want to hang out, and leave it up to him.
Whatever.
And I just called Kayla to tell her because I was really excited and I wanted advice but in the middle of the story she started talking to Ryan all the sudden, without say hold on or anything, and I waited for about twenty seconds for her to stop talking, and finally she did and when I was about to talk again she started talking to Ryan. Again. So I hung up. Because she always does that and doesnt care at all what I have to say.
Yeah, this was the most girly, teenager-y post ever. Shut it.
What I need to do this week:
Monday: Go home after work, get laundry, all of it, even the ones still packed, even the ones on my bathroom floor, and bring them to mom's house. Have Lena wash them. Pay her $5 per load. Force Lena to watch The Office with me.
Also, on the way to mom's house, stop my bank and deposit check. And return blockbuster movies. They're probably overdue.
Tuesday: Go to doctor. Probably get gas. Call library in Kansas to confirm application.
Wednesday: Work, and that's it. I think.
Thursday: Work, and then go home and pack my nice clean clothes. Drive to mom's house, confirm ticket online.
Friday: Leave at 5am, go to airport, mom drops me off. Will probably bring 2+ books, seeing as how I have no iPod anymore, and also, reading is just more fun. Plan on finishing 2+ books during wait at airport because we all know it takes forever. Be in Kansas by 10:30ish.
Kayla picks me up from airport, we go see Superbad, and then apartment and job hunt. Apply to Half Price Books and Borders.
Saturday: Be lazy, sleep in. Party night, except not really, seeing as how it will just be me, Kayla, Ryan and Darren.
Sunday: Sleep, but not too late, and then have Kayla take me to airport. :( Be back in TX around 3pm. Boo.
We went to a party at Sam's old apartment. It was pretty boring, but Sam got drunk, which was funny, and we had a good time hanging out. Apparently two guys were like, Whats up with "homegirl" to Sam's boyfriend about me, but when Josh (Sams bf) told me, I told him sorry, guys who call me homegirl are officially disqualified. Plus one was a gangsta and the other one had about ten of the shittiest homemade tattoos I ever saw...we're talking flaming dice and roses, here. No.
More later, we're going to see Chuck and Larry. And go shopping.
So tonight I'm going to Samantha's house. I'm pretty scared to drive to Round Rock, but I think I can do it. It's going to take a TOOOON of gas though. Bleh.
Also, I don't know if I mentioned, I probably did, that I am going to Kansas next Friday for the weekend. Kayla's moving up there and I've been talking to one of her friends, so it will be fun. I'm excited! The ticket was $400...ugh...
Also, I know I don't really make comments on anyone's journals anymore, but I do read them all and I love it. :D I deleted a lot of people a while ago and only kept the people who have interesting entries. ;) Haha. So I read them and don't be impatient with me!!
zipidy be-bop hi ho hi ho u scare
,me
Is this boy speak for something, or is he just on drugs?
Hurray, Kayla's coming down (up?) next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And we're going on a roadtrip to Kansas!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (probably) And we're going to see Superbad!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!
*end girly post*
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
4) Tag five LJ friends.
So under tv shows, he has THE OFFICE. That is my show. He cannot have it. Lost? Fine. House? Sure. Take Monk. BUT NOT THE OFFICE. That's like if I started regularly watching Scrubs, which is HIS favorite show and also his obsession -- like mine is The Office. I wouldn't do that!
Okay, I know this is like, the most trivial thing to be mad about. I'm not actually mad. Just a little annoyed. I've really gotta stop getting so crazy about boys. Justin, Charles, and now Britt. Come on Kay, what grade are we in?
Some things to look forward to:
1. I'm getting a raise (from $10/hr to TWELVE) effective September 1st.
2. The Office season 3 comes out on DVD Sept. 4th
Eek!!
Also, I took out my piercings.
So basically my dad stormed in my (old) house this morning and demanded $1600 from Marc (my down payment on the house plus the cost of putting in carpet, which I had put in). A lot of yelling was done, and crying (by me), and threatening to call the police. Dad kicked everyone out of the house except Marc, because Marc is the only one techincally on the lease. Later on in the evening the police were called, my dad almost got in a fist fight with the landlord, and my landlord is going to sue me for breaking the lease. Although techincally I haven't broken it yet because I pair through September. And Marc and Justin (and now Malinda) want to take over, so I don't really know why they care. A lot of shit happened, and is still happening. Although I think, I think, that Marc and me and Justin were united a little in this, all against my father, but we were united just the same. Maybe. Maybe I'm just imaging it. But me and Justin just kind of sat there while they were all yelling, and we smoked and just kind of talked. Like old times.
God, I'm pathetic thinking of Justin in a time like this. But seriously, he was the only one calm and cool and collected. He really saved the situation. Actually, no one saved it, because it went horribly, but he really helped me keep calm.
So anyways. I'm back at my parents house, and I expect the next few days (weeks?) will be equally bad, if not worse, and I'm not sure who's side I'm taking. My dad made everything worse but he is trying to help me. I just want this all to be over.
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